Miserable, Monotonous, Melancholy, Mondays

Ew. I think that right before getting a flat tire,far right radical conservatives, getting bills in the mail, and stumping my toe first thing in the morning; above alllll of that, I desperately HATE Mondays. Hence my alliterative title for today's blog post. I don't know what it is about Mondays that is just so depressing. I mean, after having a wonderful, fun filled weekend, the LAST thing I want to do is wake up in my cold apartment on Monday morning, go out in the rain, and trudge to school. I guess it could be worse though; I guess I could have gotten mauled by a Jaguar in the Amazon or something.

I guess it didn't help that my grandmother told me, with all certainty, that she was 100% sure that it is supposed to rain all week. That cast a particularly dreary shadow on my week, but hopefully we can get at least one day of sunshine in there somewhere. Buutttt...there is something that I have to be very excited about.
Tonight I am going to see Justin :) For those of you who don't know, Justin and I have been dating since April 23, 2005. We decided to go to different colleges and experience life, and we had confidence that we would be just fine; and we have been. He lives about an hour and 30 minutes from my school (which is better than many long distance relationships) and since he has football, I literally go and visit as much as I can. This is our last year in undergrad and I can't believe how fast the time has flown. I was so scared in the beginning that something would happen and we wouldn't be together, but Justin is the most honest, faithful, loving person in the whole world and I have never doubted how much he loves me or our future together.

Okay I definitely just went from the most desolate description of my day to the sappiest paragraph in the world but he has that affect on me ;) Anyway I am going to see him tonight because I have no class on Tuesday's and Thursdays and I can stay tonight and tomorrow and then leave on Wednesday. Then I'm going back Friday. LOL. Anyway I love him so much and I could never be happy without him.

Another reason why I shouldn't be so hard on this particular Monday is because I get to see my sister Brittanie today. I wanted her to come with me this weekend but she had to celebrate her boyfriend's birthday. So I get to laugh and fool around with her for at least a few hours before I see Justin. From my description you would think my sister lives in some far off land, but in reality she lives next door BAHA. I love her though, every time I'm around her we stay "laughin up a storm" as she would put it.

In an early post, I mentioned how living alone can teach you a lot about yourself; Well I think one thing I've learned is how much I absolutely love my family. I have a way of thinking about things on a very cosmic level when I'm alone; I think about what my purpose is in this world and (dramatically) wonder how I would deal with something happening to my family members. Everyone has those moments when they tear up thinking about the worst, but I need to stop being a worrier and know that it is all in God's hands to keep them safe. I know this is random but I really feel like if a car was on top of one of my siblings I would be able to throw it off of them...can love take you that far? I don't know, I hope I never have to find out LOL.

Anyway, all of that is to say that I love my family--all of them. I can't wait for Justin and I to get married and THAT WAY I can finally be a WILLIAMS! YAY! Okay I am so random today, I need a nap. Until later.


Daily Confession: In my sleepy stupor this morning I got in the shower with my night clothes on BAHAHAHAHA. Shhh...keep that one to yourself. I was obviously TOO tired.